Smiled at my ex kanina apparently

I went to the bus terminals kanina after work, to ask for the schedules para makapag prepare ako when I eventually go home for christmas

And since it was still early, I went to go pay my friend a surprise chat, "Yoo, hang out, then inuman later sa place niyo, sama mo si tita mo", cause I lowkey like kakwentuhan yung tita niya

Since pumayag naman yung tita niya, I went to go to their place

My friend lives in the city where my ex lives, now I don't really know exactly where my ex lives, just that she's in that city, and frankly, with how many people there are in this place, I wasn't really worried about seeing her

I met up with her, and I took this chance to finally explore the city with her, kami lang dalawa, and funny thing, while habang naglalakad kami

Bigla niya akong kinalabit

"Okay ka lang?"

"Okay lang naman why?"

And I never really understood why until kumain kami sa isang restaurant, and habang kumakain, ay namention niya sa akin na nagkasalubungan daw kami ng ex ko

And dun ako nasurprise, sabi ko kailan? Sabi niya kanina habang naglalakad, and after niya sabihin yun, I just silently ate, kasi ang rami kong nasa isip, mostly about worry sa memory ko

Cause, to be honest, I don't really remember much about my ex na, I know I did things with this person, pero I can't recall their face, I can't recall their voice, I deleted everything on my phone already, and since I'm blocked, I can't search her, so I just slowly forgot everything, so when she says na I saw her kanina, I was genuinely surprised

Then sabi pa niya na nagsmile pa daw ako sa kaniya habang naguusap kami habang naglalakad

Alam niyo yung smile na pag may nakabanggaan ka, or mag papa excuse ka, then bow as a sign of friendliness? Ganun ba, which is kasanayan ko na din naman kasi

So tumawa nalang siya, habang sinasabihan akong "Gaga, lolo ka na talaga", habang nagaalala ako sa memory ko

Is my memory so bad na?? That I can't even remember or recognize my ex??

Or how the heck does my friend who I've only ever showed a few pictures of my ex, know my ex's face better than me???

So I just shrugged it off, and laughed it off then continued eating