33 [m4f] #NC #Raleigh #EST - metalhead gamer nerd guy still looking for something special and different.

Hello there! 33 Married White male here looking for someone to talk to and get to know and see where things go. So far I haven't had much luck because I'm either looking for something not serious enough for someone (meaning that I don't want to completely upend anyone's life) or they seem to be intimidated by the situation which i totally get. Essentially I'm looking for someone that is a best friend that can turn into new experiences and more. Someone I can confide in and vent to, and talk to on a daily basis. I have a tendency to really get along with either older women or people close to my age that have been through similar situations as I have. But I'm open to talking to someone 21+ 😂.A lot of it was how I grew up and how it essentially forced me to "grow up" at a young age just to survive I guess you can say I like trauma bonding in a sense. A little bit about myself is I love to cook, I'm a huge music person, I love true crime podcasts and I love just learning about people and where they come from. I'm looking for a distraction from day to day life and would really like a new friend :). If you like a bearded husky metalhead who has a dark sense of humor and loves to cook and nerd out and is on here when he really shouldn't be 😂 I'm your man!