33 [F4M] Submissive Feminist - Do I have to choose?

Hello!

Have always considered myself a feminist. Have also always been naturally submissive, not just in bed but in everyday life. For the longest time I was able to have those two parts of myself without much issue. Not sure if it is from some of my relationships or the impact of certain current events had but I am having a harder time having both feelings simultaneously without feeling a contradiction.

I am looking to explore that interesting contradiction between empowerment or objectification via sexual liberation.