Some hope for relief…

It’s been 2 weeks since I last spoke to him. It’s been up and down. I feel like however, that there is some light at the end of the tunnel.

I’m at a point where I’ve decided to stop over romanticizing the relationship I had with him. I’m at a point where I believe I would say no to him even if he did come back and want to get back together.

Because the thing is, today I’m choosing myself. I’d rather continue living through the heartbreak of losing him than going back to him and allowing him to take my identity away.

In order for you to find YOUR light at the end of the tunnel, you got to figure out what it is you have to do. Evaluate the relationship you had with them and yourself and how it made you feel. You may be missing them terribly but that’s no reason to go back to them. They tore your entire world apart and no person is worth losing yourself for.

You matter the most. Remember that.