I love flowers

but I haven't received it. not even once. my previous relationships were all good but none of them had the initiative to make me feel like I'm a girl. It's not that expensive tho.

sometimes, I thought of buying flowers for myself. I wonder what it feels like to receive one. guys told me I am worth it. that I deserve more. but then they're just more of words, no actions. they want me to believe their intention is pure, but they don't really know who I am. they don't even put an effort to know what I want, or how I want to be loved.

roses won't even cost a fortune. gumamela is just out there. yellowbell is so easy to pick. some men just complicate things to the point that they forgot the basics which is the foundation of everything.