Please I am feeling so much lonely in life, is there someone feeling the same I want to have a talk I am feeling very heavy.

I broke up with her three years ago and since then I am unable to move on from her no matter what I do I focused on my self improvement it did not help either, I tried reading books that did not help me either, she was childhood crush which was turned into love and now most traumatic experience of life. Even my university friends are not supportive they are very toxic. I want to make new connections that feels like home if there in anyone in this big world that would like to talk to me please dm me.