I don’t feel like I’ll be able to find love again

Venting

I (22M) was in a long distance relationship for the last 6 months with a girl (21F) I've known since 2019 she was my first girlfriend and I loved everything about her she was honestly my ideal partner and I have this feeling that I won't be able to find someone that tops her or at least my expectations have been set really high.

She’s Latina which I kind of have a thing for and shes fluent in Spanish which I found hot, I love the way she dresses as she does a lot of thrifting so it’s unique, she listens to niche/uncommon artist like BLK Odyssey and Leon Thomas that I really enjoyed, she’s a bit of a car person, plays games is open to watching anime, so we had things in common but also she exposed me to new things so it was a really nice balance. I know that I’m not going to find someone exactly like this and that’s not what I’m trying to say, but I just don’t know where to start I don’t have many close friends and I’ve been in a shitty spot I currently don’t have a job (got fired a few months ago and finding part time has been hard apparently) and I’m in college but it’s online so I haven’t been really exposed to people.

Posted Dec 6, 2025, 4:48 PM UTC

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