Crave my mom

I'm a 36m with a 58f mom. I've fantasized about her for as long as I can remember.

One day when I was a 20 my parents were having a pool party and all of my dads friends couldn't stop staring at and making comments about her. That's when my fantasies got intense.

I have dreams about making love to her, fucking the hell out of her, and everything in between. I just can't make that first move.