"Not a collage romance" Left her with a broken heart, bruised knees and sore lips. [M23] [F21] (Non-Fictional Story time! male perspective, with all the details I could reminisce writing this down, almost too long so I had to break it down in parts, This is Part 1)

Whenever interrogated we both would slimily say that "We are in a healthy relationship " just to stop our friends from generating any influence between us two. In reality we really were just another friends with benefits at best, at least from my eyes. I was rather a cold-hearted bastard due to my previous relationship. we started it real sweet and innocent, we looked for excuses just to say hi hello in our free classes and lunch breaks, she was in hostel and I lived fairly close from the collage meaning we did not have the privilege to meet on weekends and holidays. So obviously we used to communicate online, exchange memes and reels on Instagram just to stay in touch. Soon enough we slowly grew close and started to hang out in the collage a lot, at this point most of our common friends had already assumed we were dating, fucked and had babies running around some nearby school. However I was, maybe we both were hesitant to make a the first move, generic questions like; What if I ruin our friendship?, What if she only sees me as a friend?, What about me? I can’t manage a serious relationship right now? Plus, I’m not sure myself If I was still capable of loving? Previous relationship really exhausted me and left me with a negative view point towards love specifically. Which gave birth to more and more doubts like how a relationship could affect our studies, what if after graduating we got separated? both would go to different cities for employment or further continuing our academics, Graduation was just around the corner, 2 months away to be specific. Long distance relationship was especially a no for me. So, I never made the first move which indirectly made her to take a step forward. She randomly expressed her feelings sitting right next to me, in middle of already chaotic conversation and rather than an acknowledging her confession I instead gave her a glimpse of how I view all this, my doubts, my inability to love back, and how I was incapable of being in a relationship. as expected from anyone sane she was somewhat disappointed and in disbelief but she accepted me for who I am and said we can try it casually first and see where it leads us. Time passed, our first kiss was a quick peck in a park, In collage. later we could finally make out at my place in secrecy. we both were the part of larger group of friends, with whom we both did not share much details of our “relationship” as we were still in the middle of figuring it out, A situation-ship. we both wanted to get closer and choose intimacy to get there. But we did not get enough time with other, only a few snippets as she had to go back to hostel, before evening which only made us hornier, I used to masturbate occasionally, mostly during showers but at this point I stopped my jerking off habits, took good care of my manscaping and would even start to take ShilaJit. (A natural stamina booster) Because of a certain plan we were coming up with, on our online conversations. After sometime we finally got ourselves a week off from collage, For which she got herself a leave from her hostel, got it approved by her parents for  "a trip with her female friends only" But to no one’s surprise it was a coverup for what we had actually schemed for a while now, we would be finally alone with each other’s presence only at my place finally for some quality time, She arrived rather late than expected due to some complications at the hostel but at last she was there, between her and me now only stood a wooden door, I let her in we didn't talked much and rather started to make out and strip each other dwelling deeper into lust, She was very rough with her tongue, how she wrapped her arms around me tightly might be because how  frustrated she was with all the complications she had to face just for a hostel leave, We both seemed to enjoy the feral and wild interactions between us we both were getting equally more horny by seconds our body rubbed, lips touched, hands reaching all the right places. She was not wearing any panties underneath which helped my hand to glide directly to her rather warm and wet and very tight pussy. She bit my lips, which made me push her down on bed climb over her and started to suck and bite her lips back, she immediately got submissive and started to took whatever I did to her. I already had a biting kink switching between kissing her, to biting down her skin and creating love bites or Hickes all over her neck, she started moaning and hold my head in a place for several seconds allowing me to suck harder and leave very big and visible marks, Which also made me throbbing hard as well I moved down her boobs, sucking them as hard pulling her nipples with my lips, she got overwhelmed with stimulation and tried to push me away a little  reminding "They are very sensitive, so them some gentle love first" I switched to licking her nipples. Staring at her face as she was looking back at me with the same submissive face she got as soon as I pinned her down, Out of habit I again left several love bites on both of her tits and moved down to her pussy which she was massaging herself out of pleasure, she pointed me towards her clit which I happily started to lick and suck, Not as hard as I did to her before which she noticed, grabbed my head by my hair and started to push me down on her, I closed my eyes as I ate down on her, I could feel her shaved skin with my face, hear how she was panting like, and my jaw already feeling tired. But it didn't discouraged me regardless, she slowly held my hand guided it to one of her tit, which I groped and squeezed playing with her somewhat hard nipples, my other hand found its way on its own to the other tit with which I pinched, twist, pressed her nipples surprisingly which she allowed me to do as hard or fast and I could do, perhaps in the heat of the moment. maybe she was distracted with my face buried down her. She finally let go off my head not sure how but it's rather hard to breath when you are using your mouth for other purposes. She made me sit one side of the bed, which made me realize that I didn't lock the door. Which I had to get up properly lock it, double check and come back to her. She was already on her knees waiting for me to sit in front of her...

To be continued...