Blank Mind - Don't Give Up!

3 months ago I was suicidal. 3 days ago I got my thoughts back. The first day, I noticed a bit of energy and clarity and what felt like a few thoughts and then a few more thoughts and today thinking almost feels like normal - if I can even remember what normal feels like. My energy has been up. My productivity and memory are steadily increasing. I know it's early but the change has been significant enough and consistent enough that I feel confident in saying I have turned a corner. I have some cognitive deficits to work through but things are turning around quickly and for the first time in a long time, I have hope. Don't give up! You're healing might be just around the corner. For reference, I attribute my healing to time and deep TMS. I am halfway through my treatments and these changes started just a day after my midpoint check in where we adjusted the placement to my prefrontal cortex. If you are dealing with or struggling with a blank mind, I'm happy to answer any questions about my personal experience.