Likeable pa din ba sa guys yung mga boyish girls?

Problem/Goal: Helloo, I would like to ask lang if likeable pa rin ba or may pag asa pa din ba yung mga babaeng boyish? As in yung mga tipong lumaki around guys and naging norm na nila yung pagiging boyish.

Context: For context, bata pa lang ako is napapagkamalan na talaga akong lesbian/tomboy. It was mainly because of how i act and minsan cuz of how i dress. I grew up kasi in a household where almost everyone is a boy. From my cousins to my titos and lolo. May mga babae pa rin naman pero kokonti lang.

I also had my fair share of crushes pero no one seems to like me back. Wala ring nag aapproach sakin since birth mukha daw kasi akong tropahin huhu. Norm na rin sakin yung mejo cool cool ung galawan and ung lakad (not to be a pick me ahh). As in triny ko rin namang maging mahinhin pero hindi talaga kaya cuz i dont feel like myself. Parang may na susurpress ganon.

Kaya etohh ask ko lang kayo guys kung anong thoughts niyo? Kasi parang sa nakikita ko ngayon wala na talaga ehh and nawawalan na rin ako ng pag-asa

Previous Attempts:

• Tried confessing [Did not work]
• Became more girly kahit konti lang [Did not work]