I have never been in relationship

F17. For a long time I hadn't been considering romantic feelings as something necessary in my life. Moreover, I thought that being single is cooler than being with someone. Now, I believe, my priorities regarding all lovey-dovey things slightly changed. I started noticing that actually no one even likes me in romantic way. Friends? Okay. Lovers? Er.....And also I'm really concerned about the fact that I won't find a special person because I'm asexual.

However, I'm just lonely, and it'll pass but still...

P.s. I'm Russian, American student to-be(??? I hope)