I really feel rejected by boys because I am not white. As a mixed person, I really feel self-conscious about my mom's Mexican features

Ever since elementary school, I've had this complex that the boys I like will always prefer the tall, white, popular girl. And me, with my short stature and my body hair, I'll never be enough for them. An Asian friend of mine also felt this way at some point. I realized that no matter how much makeup I wear or how much I dress up, at parties they'll always pay attention to that popular, white girl who can show up in the most casual clothes and with no makeup. Sometimes I wonder if I should get surgery to try to look as white as possible.