Fell in love for an accident

My mom and dad own a Mexican restaurant and I usually come by and help if I have time from work, so recently my parent hired an older chick as a cook(Hispanic) and as a man , yeah she had some curves to her although her face is aged but she has a big trunk and big milkers . Anyways so she’s an immigrant,( don’t call ice lol ) and barely starting her life so she’s has no car , so to make this story short. I would give her rides home occasionally and there been times where I’ve enter her apt to help her load some stuff mostly trays and she definitely has made comment about my looks and even flirted with me and sometimes I would play along like make the comments of her not giving me attention and stuff and one day I was chilling at her apt to help her bring up a piece of furniture to her room and first thing I notice was her undies and bras one the floor and she lowkey got embarrassed bc one of her undies definitely had her juices anyways so I go hard for obvious reason and she put her stuff up and continued to help but tried to hide my boner but she noticed it and asked why I’m hard and I told her maybe bc of her undies and she deadass told me “if that got u hard , I can only imagine if u saw me naked” and after that I hit her with the “let’s test it out “ in Spanish btw . So fast forward and now we have sex every so often even in the parking lot when I don’t drop her off , we even have gone on dates , so yeah I’m stuck , bc she’s not interested bc of her age but she just want me for my tool and that it but I want her , I need help