I should not have looked at the Gore

Title speaks for itself I ended up seeing gore involving young children shot, drowned, run over by trucks, hanged, all caught in high detail, I saw some truly harrowing stuff. I don’t usually look at gore but when I did I concocted a plan to see the most obscene stuff since I was quite bored and wanted to “feel something” in my gruelingly monotonous life, and I certainly “saw something” I saw too much, I saw images I suspect will flash before my eyes before I pass on.