Does anyone actually have good testosterone sources for DIY in Brazil.

I am just incapable of finding any trustworthy sources for testosterone in Brazil. I am going to kill myself, I swear.

Everything I search for is either international and expensive as shit or just the most untrustful source you'll ever find.

For a country known as "diy heaven" there's zero good sources for testosterone. I tried searching for actual roid channels but they fucking edge me and say things like "and if you know what channel I mean you can easily find roids, wink wink." No, I don't fucking know what you mean, stop doing this shit. Is there even a single pooner here who knows a good source for this shit? I just want to transition for fuck's sake.

I already asked this in r/transsex a while back, but all I got was one reply with an obvious scam site link sent by an unaware American.

Why couldn't I just have been born in the EU or something?