How can i start eating more non veg as a vegetarian

posting this again because i accidentally deleted the previous one

am a Malayali, born and brought up in Bengaluru and I often have fomo about not being a non vegetarian because 99% of malayalis eat non veg.

My parents are strictly against the consumption of any form of a non vegetarian diet. I feel so weird because it would have been understandable if I was a north indian (since majority or northies I know are vegetarians)

How and where can I start eating more non veg and the classic Kerala dishes? I have eaten chicken a few times from my college canteen and I loved it. But my parents would kill me if they get to know. This is just like being a Bengali and being a vegetarian at the same time.

I literally do not know the reason why they are against non veg and even people who eat non veg when majority of the people of your own kind eat it.

P.S I am not solely doing it because of fomo. I feel like I wanna try out more dishes especially where I'm from. I have tried chicken and I loved it