I want to talk a man like myself out of sidesui

I know this is very specific and it might seem like a suicide fetish or something , but its more about intimacy. A man that has no social life , a man that has no lovelife , a man that was ostracised. I am suicidal myself at the moment and out of my head , so company would be nice. I dont think i could speak someone out of suicide because of my own suicidalness, but if i could i would like to and do it successfully , not 'it gets better' but give him a reason to live , for me , and have him be my reason to live too. I know this sounds dark , but i wouldnt take advantage of that. I might be scared that he'd actually do it , but it would be nice while it lasted. I know a man (ill try not to specify so nobody finds out) he is a legal adult , and i heard that he was suicidal and thinking about ending his life. I also heard that he quit therapy because he couldn't be honest , because it was uncomfortable for him , hes very much like myself. Everyone around him thinks hes fine after the one session of therapy because he said he was , but i know its because hes uncomfortable about having to speak to a stranger that will send you out the moment their shift ends , whether youre crying or at rock bottom. I would like to show him that he can talk to me without having to pay me or worry about how many words he can fit in an hour. He didnt tell me any of this , I only heard about it. We aren't close or in a relationship , and he probably thinks im too young for him or unpleasant. I would also like a man like myself to comfort me , and instead of giving me the advice I wouldn't give , he would tell me that he understands and also has thought about it. He wouldn't be too hard on me but he also wouldn't lie to me and tell me things that not even he believes. He would tell me to stay for him and that hes staying for me.