24F want to share about a boy
I was actually finding some sub to write what happened to me the past month. So, I was getting bored & opened an account on bumble & clearly mentioned that I want fun, casual dates. Then I matched with a 23 M who was a kashmiri. Actually my age was also 23 then (yes my birthday came after 2 days we met). I was in confusion whether to proceed but everything felt so dopamine giving that we flirted day & night as we were so into each other. He told me he was on some project & one last exam for his dual degree finals. But he still kept talking to me & asked me to meet. I was also eager to meet because I wanted something intimate with him without thinking of our future & all.
Just the day after my birthday, we met & needless to say that I jumped onto him the time I saw him. We made out in the movie theatre. After that, he asked me to come to his room to which I agreed. We made out there too but didn't have sex. He texted me " damn you made me cum twice" after I reached home.
I wanted to make out again the next day so I texted him but he had his exam coming & he was about to go to his home after that. Meanwhile he came to know that I'm a virgin so he showed me extra care because we somewhat planned to have sex the next time. He went back to Kashmir & wrote me several times that he misses me & we will be meeting whenever he would come back. He sexted with me which I reciprocated ofc. After 1 week of such long distance thing, I discovered one fine morning that he blocked me from everywhere, even from whatsapp.
I found this very weird because I never wanted any commitment from him. I had a Muslim ex before so I don't really wanted anything serious with this guy because we all know it doesn't workout in the long run. But I really wanted & enjoyed the intimacy I was having with the guy. I texted him once that "I miss you" but he obv didn't reply. It's been 1 week, he hasn't unblocked me. I'm not hurt obv but really missing him physically.
Posted Dec 6, 2025, 6:19 PM UTC