28 [M4M] Portland Oregon. Guys? Can your girlfriend or wife suck my virgin dick while you watch?

I am very shy and nobody besides myself has played with my dick before. I don’t know what being sucked will feel like and I also feel a bit sad that I’ve waited this long just to experience something sexual. If I wasn’t so shy. Then I’m sure it would have happened by now. This is something I’ll let happen to me. Just have her take it a bit slow with me since this will be a bit out of my comfort zone that I’m willing to try which hopefully this will feel good for me.