After being denied for 35 days, Sir wanted to do a forced orgasm scene with me last night but because of external factors, I couldn't cum. My clit has raw spots from me crying and desperately humping against my vibrator wand, it's like my body was fighting against letting me cum but I kept getting SO. CLOSE.

I ended up needing my biggest plug in my ass, clothespins on my labia, going into my Go To position, and Sir telling me I had five more minutes to try cumming before he expected to hear me beg to stay denied. That's what it took to make me cum. It was super disappointing and I felt horrible after but Sir was very gentle with me, told me the first orgasm after denial is never very good but he wants me to cum all weekend whenever I want. The original idea was him forcing me to cum five times (only managed to go twice before!) so I could have the satisfaction of multi-orgasms but because it took TWO HOURS to make me cum ONCE and my clit was wrecked by that point, this was the next best solution.

I asked him to put me on no touch for a bit starting Monday not only to reset my wrecked clit, but also to get me back to my desperation faster. I know we can continue figuring out how to let me cum sometimes without it being so difficult or disappointing, and I NEED to cum sometimes, but I definitely prefer being his denied pet. I hope ruins can be used instead of just orgasms all the time too.

Till next time 💜 

Allowed to cum however many times I want before going back on denial Monday morning! I needed the reset but I can't wait to be denied again...