I have two more sessions left and feel like I’ve wasted my other ones.

I was super suicidal before I started therapy so my doctor sent me for 8 sessions free of charge. I’m 17 so I’m studying most of my time and for the rest of it being a caregiver for sick parents at home.

I didn’t open up to my therapist about my current abusive household, SA as a kid and other things that literally haunt me. I feel like I wasted both of our times even though i really like my therapist. I’m just really terrible when I have to open up!!