25 M [Non US] looking for someone from US

Hi im looking for someone which can spend entire journey with me. I have been to US once on a student visa and I like the US very much. I also had some PTSD you can stop reading... Long story short criminal fruad and computer fruad charges, prison then deported. I'm a cybersecurity geek I love to break computer stuff I like maths my professor like me alot
little childhood: I mostly spend time playing games and love to play crack games. so Im totally deep into computer science. I also like philosophy and psychology and business and stockmarket.. I want someone which i can personal connection which i can feel something... if you still reading through me a message