Hurt hurt

All I want was to understand you and not be blocked out of certain parts of your life I think that you thought that the relationship could be sustained on who you are as a person now and not ever talk about the past and what and how it made you you are today But the past matters and then dealing with people that you had dealt with and them saying things and never getting straight answers out of anyone it felt like you were blocking me. Maybe you didn’t feel that way, but it’s very frustrating to know that something happened in a certain air of time and you don’t know anything about it. I’ll ask for clear explanation and expectations and when I was at my lowest I asked you to be there for me instead of pushing me away I try to do my best. I try to get my own and I understand that maybe that was taken in different ways but I did love you And try to give you everything I could.