Night Time feels more free than the Day Time

Idk why, but I honestly feel more depressed and alone during the day. With the sun beaming, loud ahh dogs barking, birds making noises endlessly for hours. It sucks a lot especially during the Weekend.

I just feel at Night Time I feel alive, and I actually wanna go outside. People also express themselves a lot more at night, and there's a lot less big groups walking around making it impossible to have real interactions if it's Morning.

That's why I also enjoy Winter time more because it becomes darker faster. It feels almost counter culture to enjoy yourself at night considering society expects everyone to be up and ready for the morning, have their smiles on, when for me it's completely vise versa. As the Weeknd said "The cities cold and empty, but no one's around to judge me." Maybe when I get happier overall I'll start enjoying the chaos of the Day, but right now, 5:00 PM and past is when I feel alive and not dead