[F4A] 23 - I am a Broken Trauma Whore, but at Least I Don't Have to Work - Session: 051d0b47bf06b00f042a2d360855032151e11024b94b5cc433371fa838b1b4985b

My mother passed away when I was 9, and her brother who is good with money started a fund for me, which I had no idea about. I was an only child and my father took the loss hard. He became an alcoholic and he was very abusive to me, but when the drinking caught up to him, it kinda set me up for life. By the time I was 19, I owned my own house and had more money than I will ever need.

On paper it sounds great, not having to work. In reality it means that there is no escape, no escape from my past, the hurt or the trauma. I have been raped more times than I can count and it has rewired my brain, I crave the abuse. I need it. My days are filled with video games and gooning, and I have always struggled with mental health.

I am open to messages from everybody, but please don't come and try to "fix" me.

Session: 051d0b47bf06b00f042a2d360855032151e11024b94b5cc433371fa838b1b4985b