Potential cg

I’ve been talking to this guy who I decided to be open with and tell about my regression the first time we met up and he was very normal about it. Like immediately accepted it and all. He makes me feel small whenever we’ve gone on dates but since we’ve been in public I’ve never fully regressed. I would like to finally have a cg and have them be someone like a partner I can trust and I do like him but I also have a hard time trusting anyone’s intentions. He hasn’t given me a reason to not trust his intentions but since he’s like a cool 10 years older it makes me nervous (I’m 28)

I guess after all I’m afraid to be vulnerable even though I keep trying to act like I’m not. Does anyone else go through this? Like wanting a cg really bad but also not being able to trust anyone? 😭