39 [M4F] #Cleveland, Ohio/Online. - I'm weird, probably not in a good way.

Let's just get it out of the way, I'm not normal, I don't live a normal life, I have no intention of becoming normal at any time in the future. The weirdest thing about me? Self-imposed isolation.

I am alone, both literally and metaphorically. I have no remaining close friends or family, I put in minimal effort to meet new people and don't really want anyone in my life.

My in-person social interactions in the last year include my landlord, hospital staff, an annoying neighbor who won't leave me alone any time I step outside and weed dispensary staff. The only enjoyable social interactions I've had are with non-humans, primarily wild birds.

My online social interactions are primarily video game related. Conversations about or inside of video games, generally with disposable strangers I'll never see again, or never remember if I do happen to encounter them again. I'm pretty intelligent, pretty knowledgeable but I've grown apathetic to almost everything in the world so I don't care about much besides video games and other forms of escapism.

So why am I here if I'm so adapted to being alone? Well even a person adapted to being alone is still a person and people are social animals. I don't want a thriving social life, but I do want one person I can talk to freely about anything and everything.

For me a relationship is all about exactly that, having someone you can talk to about anything and who will talk to you about anything. Everything else in a relationship is either a bonus or a pain in the ass, but a good conversation partner is the one thing I absolutely will not yield on. If the prettiest woman in the world has no ability to make me laugh, I have no interest in talking to her.

This ad skews pretty negative, that's for two reasons. One is to scare people off, I'm not very social, when I post these types of ads with a more positive spin I get too many messages from incompatible people and I'd rather have no messages than a bunch of pointless ones.

Two is the off chance of finding someone female who can relate to this lifestyle. Most people living somewhat similar to me are males, usually incels and usually really shitty people.

While I can be surly, I'll say most anything if I find it funny even if it's offensive or off-putting, I am not an incel and I actively hate incel culture. I don't blame women for the way I am, I don't think the world owes me anything, I'm not so hideous or disturbed that I've never been laid. I'm just an isolated weirdo who wants to be left alone by most of the world most of the time.

You can e-stalk me for a less negative ad from a couple months ago if you want to know more about me, or you can just get in my inbox and tell me about you.