What the fuck is that? playing for the first time

https://preview.redd.it/1v8yvqjxpp5g1.jpg?width=1920&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=30848390a7fbb778bdb43fa0d3df3575724d6533

Yeah, i make a "bad" choice and unfortunately i saw this, why they made me look at this? it's so cursed.