I hope one day ...

It's been about a month since I found out my ex cheated on me. I offered to mail him his stuff. He said I could toss it. So I did. He got mad for whatever reason. Things escalated from there.

I got tired of his bullshit and called him out. On everything. The lack of accountability. The push and pull. The lies and manipulation. His addictions. I was not a perfect partner, but at least I owned up to it.

During the argument(s), he said things like, "I've always resented you," "I never loved you," etc. I said, "We should mutually block one another. I want this door closed." He didn't like that. Which...I never understood. If he hated me that much, like what's the problem?

Anyway, his number is blocked, photos are gone, things that remind me of him aren't here.

I feel like a bad person because I hope that one day...he'll meet someone that treats him exactly how he treated me.

One month (ish) of no contact down. Forever to go. ​