Super superstitious

I haaaaate having to write this but I can’t stop worrying. I will hopefully have a FET scheduled for this coming week and the number 666 has been following me around a truly unsettling amount… license plates, # of likes/comments on things on social media. Our first child passed away at 1 day old due to complications of prematurity. Would you be freaking out too? Am I overthinking/paranoid on top of typical PAL?