Reached out to husband and he told me to get over it.

He’s right, I need to get over it. There’s only one way to move now and it’s fucking horrible.. all the fighting I did to try to be happier or just better in general. Is self improvement a joke? Is he right that suicide is the only option? He doesn’t know or care but he has me convinced. I road block everyone I come in contact with and I’m tired of being that person.