Disclaimer that the spots on my lips are from a condition called Peutz-Jeghers syndrome. It is a genetic cancer syndrome and has nothing to do with my drug use.

I'm 21 years old and I have been addicted to meth since I've been 19, opiates since 16. I'm newly recovering as of this month. I'm not looking for judgement, just advice. 

Meth really screwed up my gums, because I was so dehydrated all the time. I would go for so long without water that I would regularly have sores all over my mouth and throat. It was so bad I could barely eat, even during my short periods of sobriety. The occasional dry mouth from opiates didn't help either.

I also have Tourettes since childhood and most of my tics involve fucking with my mouth in some way. Meth made my Tourettes even worse too..Which in turn screwed up my gums even more.

Anyways, my gums are literally sunken in and they hurt and bleed frequently. They are so thin you can see the white of my teeth. My teeth are also really loose to the point I'm extremely surprised none of them have fallen out yet. But I'm scared I'm just fucked. I'm only 21. I'm desperate, I am so depressed over this. I feel like my life is over. Is there any hope, can I get gum grafts or something? I have decent insurance..located in Indiana. Any help is greatly appreciated.

21 year old recovering addict- seeking help, not judgement