What’s the point of living anymore

I’m 19 and my life just feels like a living hell and idk what to do anymore. I’ve bounced around trying to find part time jobs while I go to school to become a carpenter but I’ve been unsuccessful at job hunting. I have no gf or anyone to be there for me and barely any friends but I have one online friend that I’m cool with. I’ve tried using dating apps but have been very unsuccessful at finding someone, so I gave up and deleted the apps. My social life is terrible, my parents are always telling me that I should go out and socialize with people and try to make friends but I refused to because I’ve tried in the past and I’d eventually get pushed away so I’ve given up on that as well. The worst part about feeling this way is that you have no one to talk to about how you feel because no one really cares about how you feel.