my loneliness makes me want to die

i feel sad and lonely every day. my life is so worthless and meaningless, if I died now no one would care. i have nothing and nobody. i can’t wait to just die, so I won’t be stuck here all alone. i can’t find love or friendship; everyone who has ever come into my life has just left. i was born to forever be alone. i hope that i can build up the courage to kill myself soon, hopefully within this week.