22F / struggling with my mental health while husband is deployed.

As the title says: I am struggling while my husband isn’t here. I miss him, and I just want him home already. I don’t even mind if no one reaches out, I just need someone to hear me.

I miss him, I miss our inside jokes, I miss not feeling lonely, I miss his everything. He is my best friend and without him I am struggling.

I have a hard time maintaining friendships and I have no desire to get close with someone that can’t respect I am married because it’s weirdo behavior.

I don’t want anything but to have my best friend back.