the comparison

After two years, I somehow found myself looking at the girl my ex cheated on me with. She had known about me all along because they’d been communicating through fake accounts. But seeing her pictures and videos triggered my insecurities again. I started questioning my worth, wondering if I wasn’t attractive enough or what she has that I didn’t. I don’t want my ex back, nor do I want any connection to them, yet I still end up comparing myself to her, and I can’t figure out why.