Still figuring things out

rn i identify myself as a lesbian and have been very much comfortable labeling myself as one after years of heteronormativity i had embedded in my brain and thought to myself that i may be pan bc i might still like anyone regardless of gender. but recently ive been thinking of myself maybe being trans, though, i dont really see myself as a man and still comfortable presenting myself as both masculine and feminine. after seeing xg cocona's coming out post yesterday, ive been educated about being transmasc and being nonbinary and how it works. i said to myself, "oh, would i be transmasc then? but im still in touch with my feminine side." just need a little more clarity on what ive been thinking about my sexuality or gender bc i couldnt really look up what i was feeling