Going through a lot

Hi M 22 here. So i am currently going through a lot and i have no one to converse with properly so i am writing my story here.

I was a happy man. I had a girlfriend who was happy with me, i was healthy, i had a job and everything seemed to ho nicely. But the day of 23rd nov, was the end of everything. My girlfriend broke up with me because of her family pressure. She became all numb and emotionless all of a sudden and decided to end our 2 years long ldr relationship.

I thought things can go better so i stayed quiet but fate had something else. I fell down from stairs, no major injuries though but i still went to see a doctor because i also hit my head hard. They suggested ct scans and mri’s. Recently got those reports turns out i have a tumor.

Even that wasn’t enough. I texted her this Thursday telling her i had a tumor growing inside my head, she didn’t texted back.

Doctors are now suggesting me to go for a surgery. I told this at my work place. My manager told me you are now a liability. We cant help you financially. If you take leave we will deduct it from your pay.

My family is not that much financially strong that we can afford this surgery. Luckily the tumor is still small and i still have time. Hope so things will be fine.

I think about every thing now and realize i am all alone in this mess. The girl i loved left me without giving actual reason. My job is about to end. My life is flipped in the end of 2025. I don’t know if i will be able to see my birthday next year.

Everything is a mess. If anyone wants to be friends with this dying man they are most welcome.