39 [M4F] #SoCal #Anywhere - Thick, Nerdy, Latino Homebody Looking for His Goth Girlfriend

Hello there, I'm a 39 year old 5'7" heavy set Latino guy from the Inland Empire in Southern California. I have standard brown eyes, light olive skin, short but scruffy black hair, an unruly beard with some gray, and yes, I can speak a little bit of Spanish, if you're into that I'm hoping to find a woman whom I'm physically attracted to, who really enjoys the intimacy, trust, and safety in a monogamous relationship, I want to experience that again with a woman who I am madly in love with. I'm looking for someone monogamous, child-free, possessive, clingy, passionate, who's willing to commit, understands the importance of daily communication and wants tons and tons of physical affection.

I'm a stocky, awkward, introverted, anxious guy, who would self-describe as a charmingly self-deprecating, innocuously misanthropic, consummate indoorsman, armed with an irreverent and dark sense of humor. Honestly I'm just a lonely, hot mess, who's kinda okay in the looks department if you like big guys. In my spare time I enjoy playing video games (xbox) and desperately want to make the switch to PC, listening to music loudly (mostly rock and electronic) I'm almost always listening to something, please don't be afraid to send me a song or make me a playlist, cannabis (420 friendly,) learning about the paranormal/occult/extraterrestrial, and cooking, I've really come to enjoy preparing meals and trying new recipes, tell me all about your favorite foods, and please let me cook for you

I'd like to meet an attractive, doting, child-free, woman who's kind, compassionate, understanding, affectionate, and very clingy. Ideally I want someone who's as inexperienced in the bedroom as I am, someone less vanilla, and would have no problem with a female led relationship, but these are not deal breakers. I'm attracted to cute faces and most body types, I have a thing for more alternative styled women (goth, emo, nerd, stoner, scene, etc) but that's not mandatory. That's a bit about me and what I'm hoping to find, I know I may not be able to give you what other men can but I can almost guarantee you, that no one will ever love you like I can. If you choose to reply please, reply with your favorite food or song, and be willing to send your picture and I'll reply with mine, happy hunting and good luck everyone.