(Sensible theme) I eat literal shit on my dreams

I'm not joking, I eat big chunks of shit in my dreams, I don't know why I even remember that horrific taste, its sweet and nothing, kinda warm, bro I swear I can't fucking see any shit reference without thinking of... That, does someone know why I dream these horrific dreams straight from hell? Like bruh, I fucking can't go to sleep without thinking not even a bit of that

I fucking need help