33 [m4m] Atlantic County- Curious guy can't stop thinking about submitting to a more dominant man. Maybe even wrestling him.

Don't get me wrong, I understand that sex is not inherently like a winner/loser kind of thing...but in this instance? Thinking about submitting to another man, letting him push me down and mount me, fill me up? I won't lie, that feels like a defeat to me, and holy shit I want to be defeated.

I've even thought about what it would be like to literally wrestle with another guy for dominance, and I've never been a fighter. I imagine squaring up, and having a brief moment of equilibrium, before realizing that the other guy is actually much stronger than myself.

I keep imagining the things someone might say to me as they're filling my throat with cum for the first time, or penetrating my ass. Telling me not to fight it anymore, to be good and take it.

I genuinely cannot stop thinking about it.