Can I get back to normal after having a prostate orgasm?

So, long story short, I have always dreamed of having a proper pgasm without touching my dick and cum from anal stimulation ONLY. But I just couldn't achieve that. Normally, I would just touch my clitty just a little after hours of fucking my ass to get over the edge. Using this method I have gotten, what I call, a half-sissygasm. It's definitely more intense than a normal orgasm but still not the actual pure g-spot orgasm everyone on these forums are so obsessed about.

BUT the last month I got overwhelming submissive urges, bought a chastity, a dildo and started to fuck my ass with it. Suddenly, I felt a strange sensation I've never experienced before, a bliss, my heart started to race, but I felt so comfortable and relax, so I was completely sure that if I continue pounding my prostate I'll orgasm. But I chose to stop...

I heard many times that this type of O is much more intense than normal penile stimulation and I became scared of not being able to get pleasure from real sex afterwards.

So, now I am again lying on my bed wearing chastity. A big dildo touching my balls. I feel so girly... And I want to ask y'all:

IS IT WORTH IT?

Will I be able to get back to normal and enjoy sex with women after prostate orgasm experience or is it a point of no return?