First time I backed out

For context, I was supposed to meet this guy from Bumble that I’ve been talking to for almost 2–3 months, and we were finally supposed to meet today. But I backed out because it was so annoying that I felt like I was the one adjusting to him. It would’ve been fine, but what he wants to happen is different he wants me to be his personal s-toy, but he’s also sleeping with other women almost every day. So I felt hesitant to meet him tonight, that’s why I backed out, because I can’t handle what he wants to happen and I’m not ready for that.

But I still want to go out tonight. I want to experience casual dating that’s a bit gentle on the first meetup. I’ve been single for so long that I feel like I don’t even know how to date anymore. Help your aJ girl get out of her comfort zone tonight, please.