.. it’s literally impossible to break free from this once you’re in deep.

.. this all started out so innocently. It just seemed like a passing thought, maybe even a curiosity. I’d be sitting around and just imagine what it would feel like if I just.. logged in and talked with a man here. That was over two years ago. I’ve been hollowed out and corrected so many times since then and now, no matter what I do… I keep crawling back here.

Younger me would be horrified and appalled… and yet I keep opening my legs and mind for real men to penetrate..

.. I can’t stop and it’s the most honest, most humiliating thing I’ve ever felt.. … am I truly just a cis woman?