I punched someone hard . Now i feel guilty.

I had a football game earlier today ( noon ). So the match ended as a draw n we went to other team for a penalty shootout most of them agreed but this one guy he was counting a disallowed goal n said “ 7-6 tha ham jeet gy ha “

Khair our captain sahab went to him to talk out but he started abusing n hit him so then ik its a brawl n there ws this one guy who was looking furious n i thought hes gon land a punch on me as i was trying to separate . So without hesitation i landed a punch on his jaw . Everyone went silent.

He looked at me n stood there . Then he said bhai ma chorany ara tha apny awi mar diya . I felt guilty asf but i said i thought u were gon punch as ur hand landed on my nose ( n yes there was a bit blood from the scratch on my noose) . Afterwards our captain said ik u thought he hit u but wo churany ki koshish kra tha in the process tjhy bhi lgi . I did apologized to him personally. But the guilts still eating me cuz hmaray bndy us bndy ko jnty thy n said yar wo to shareef sy lrka tha n he rlly did look shareef n sudhra hua . Thats y its still haunting me.