Ji woh thodi advice mil jaati toh

So there is someone I have liked very deeply since 2 years, he is my school junior.. I passed out last year and he is in 12th so it's his last year.. kuch mahine pehle I got to know he has girlfriend and mene baat karm kardi (pehle bhi itni nahi hoti thi😔) ab mein soch rahi hoon kya usko baata ke khatam kardun ya phir jo saal mein 1-2 baar baat hoti hai waise rehne doon.. bahut kathin decision hai isliye advice chahiye.