30 [M4A] NYC/ Finally ready to give in to my obsession with strong women

First I deleted socials. Those cocky looks, those sexy, thick arms. Those thighs that could crush me. Those strong backs I keep imagining running my hands up and down as they pin me beneath them. The more I tried not to look, the more they would appear. And now, on Reddit. Everywhere. I've tried so hard to be strong. To be stronger than them. To be a real man. But I can't help it anymore. I need it. I'm ready to give in.