I lost all motivation to try

Talking to someone, sometimes i see post and looks good, but i dont wanna dm them.

If i do itd be the one getting rejected/ghosted, so i prefer it the other way around, they dm me and its me who rejects them.

Theres just no one actually trying, i used to try, i used to put all the effort and when i stopped, no one showed up, no one tried to talk to me.

People dont talk to me, they reply, thats it.