PLEASE HELP ME FIND THIS BL

Have anyone read a bl about a vtuber who has a cutesy Character but looks very emo irl, he has a manger who took care of him which they soon like basically became a couple or just f buddies I dunno but the emo mc is also a masochist, I remember like half a chapter which he was in public watching his own ad with a butch of his fan and his manger was next to him while everyone was like excited about the ad the emo guy was texting the manger. What ever they were texting each other it made the emo guy almost cum to which after that they went to the restroom and did it. Has 5-6 maybe more chapters